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English: This a representation of my soul and how I have scars on it left my self-esteem. How I've beat up on myself to the point of contemplating suicide, due to everyone around me making me acknowledge how much my presence disturbs them. I am constantly battered by hatred my peers that wanted my existence to cease. Then to proceed home to my father who used to abuse me, tell me how much he wishes I was never born; and continues reminds me how I failed him. Then to go in public trying to coexist in the world and strangers verbally or physically abuse and treat me like I’m not a kid or a human. I bully myself so much that the scars in my soul are permanent, they determine how I reflect on my life — constantly adding more painful scars that channels deep within me, adding toxicity to the morals that provide positivity. I reflect on these scars and try to learn from them when I consider taking my life, and it helps me digress my intentions.